io’s lament
celestial orbits in your actions take
of mnemosyne; in blooms aphelion
chiaroscuro dapples in your wake,
in you does hebe rest, outshine the sun

your light such idle eyes would idolize
eros’ golden arrow; when it strikes
soft sets my soul aflame: desire, rise
in heart euterpe, eros work alike

cruel eris; juno’s wrath olympus high
ephemeris my sanctuary; die

i kinda wanna go by cimorene :O 

actually just these names ive been turning around in my head

  • cimorene
  • saphira
  • firozi 
  • yasmeen 
  • celeste
  • andromeda/ariadne/selene/calypso
  • i cant tell the fdifference between names i want and names i like. Ffufuf

does anyone get that disappointed feel about cis ppl. its like bro theres no excuse anymore. join this club. its so easy. please

OMG i forgot this blog exist. thank god for it

and then i suddenly have conflicting emotions about wanting a binder myself. What to heck 

there are some things i take, so personally, like, gbhgbhfghf

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im so uncomfortable at school because i have not one person there who knows im not cishet, so like, i can FEEL being thought of as a girl in other ppls minds like its stressful, im glad i cut my hair at least so that people might not have the same stereotypical str8 girl image of me in their head but still i just feel rly uncomfortable and kind of freaked out about it. ffff

what is happnging. ahughhhh im feeling a little weird right now, again with this whole need to explain my complete and utter detachment from my body but thats such a long talk i jsut

good bye im so agender right now it hurts. like maybe im not ur type of agender but doesnt change the fact im hecka agender. sadaf agender